Wednesday, April 23, 2014

The despair 13

  



The old woman said to him
With concerted eyes that reflect
The experience of days
Those may be best or worst
"Boy ,look to me
Gaze at me
I met all worst
My child who I cared
Love one and lived
At my home and accepted
My favor by putting
Me at older house
Then why we spend money
At the oldest woman
I was out by that
I found homeless
I lived her at street
My cover was the sky
My bed was the earth
My friends were the stars
My lovers were dogs
Cats, mice and insects
We made a completely net
Of tied friends can't be cut
And I lived with hope
Of meeting my dearest
At my God sit
And I will complain loud
To let all creatures hear sound
Come from deepest broken
Heart that can be repaired
And if you decide to be dead
Let's do it my truly child"
She put her legs up
With great difficult
 After some failed
, she succeeded
To be up the wall and looked
She said with loud
"oh !my lord
Be witness on my love
I love that guy as my child
And I will die with only him
As he deserved to do that
For lovely days and sweet"
She tried to throw herself
The man ran to save
He said between his tears
"no, no my dame
Let be complete our days"
They both completely hanged
For long times and closed
Their eyes to see the heavens
That was appeared and imagined
They could hear the angels
They belived that was the best
They heard the calling for dawn prayer
Came from beside mosque
They entered to pray
And thank God for save
When they were out
They met and checked
The old said "that is right
Remember me every light
Remember me every prayer
Remember me and smile"
She said with weaken voice
Let me for a while"
She stood beside
She leaned to wall side
She felt with silent
He called mom, mom aloud
She had actually dead
 

Sunday, April 20, 2014

The despair 12



When he looked at water
He saw her face smile
He could see her smile
Her sound was light
It was heard as a harmony
Come from a heart to heart
In direct, with clear way
He could see her brilliant
He understood, he understood
The old said "come don't look
Those are the devils
Want you to be in hell
They must not be heard
I loved her more
I loved her than you
But she had gone
But I know she was a bove
At the high sky as the sun
We surely will meet again
At the most justice one
This is our god
He invited you to be patient
He invited you to thank him
He invited you to obey him"
He said "who?
I knew myself at first
My luck was so dearest
And my way is the hardest
My time is the heaviest
And my life is the weakness
Why does he do that?"
The old said "return your God
You still a live
Your had time enough
To begin a new life
You still younger
You have a power
To be at the top
Of all your hope
Thank him for he creates
Thanks him for your health
Thanks him for he knows
You with her in holy tie
Between your heats"
He said "but she's gone
She is so far
Nonsense ,nonsense"
She said "no
She is still at your heart
Ccome and obey your god
Help the poor one
And give the thanks to her soul
To reach above at the heaven
Be reach to spend money
To build a home for stateless
To build hospital for sick persons
To spread the happy for lovers
By helping them achieving their wishes
By helping them to be married
By chasing the sadness
Appears at the orphans' faces
Cultivate the happy at the hearts
Surely you will gain it with success"



Saturday, April 12, 2014

The despair 11



      
He went to the edge
He looked down ward
He heard a whisper
Come under in deeper
Beyond, beyond his legs
Saw her face at brilliant
Looked with her elegant
Moving his two hands
Asking about his health
Telling she was good
She was cured of pains
She leaves up at heaven
The sky was all fallen
With stars that was shown
At great photo of love
She felt those over enough
She felt with happiness
The suffering was tough
There was suffer above
The love governed above
The enemy was gone
The devil was not seen
The angels were cursing
They greeted every faithful
Their faces were beautiful
You can't imagine how a wonderful!
Life was so easy
Ill was so away
Health is so fully
She would be told
That she would speak
She will surely talk
He will hear her
He was her faith love
She saw his roses fully
Colored and red clearly
The hearts would be showed  
 She saw every heart
She new the best or the worst
She could feel who trust
At his speech and talk
Or he spoke with liars
His colors around their faces
Changed and could be noticed
She waved her hands
"why do not you follow me?
Her to live with me
Her at heaven with happy"
He said "yes! Tell me!"
She said "that is easy!
Only jump at that holy
River crossing kindly
Come and touch him safely
You will not suffer again"
He said "but I will dead"
She said "why do you greet me?
First you understand me
Second you heard med
I can talk and speak!"
He jumped up
The crowds felt with their hearts
That he might fall dawn word
The officer went and hurried
He returned with the old
She ran as she could
She said after she was told
"Boy don't hear that
Don't follow that
Who appeared was devil
He came was all evil"
The crowd became greatest
The man stood at straight
Decided impotent thing
He would certainly jump
The crowd said at loud
The crowd was there in spite of cold
The crowd was there in spite of time
In spite of unsafe at the land
They said "stop ,stop"
The mst of them cried
 
      




Friday, April 11, 2014

The despair 10



   
They felt with dizziness
What did they get?
They felt with lack of sense
They couldn't talk
They actually see the world
Wearing every black
The mountain was carried
Over their waken back
They felt with horrible attack
Was come at every side
The dragon was seen
Enormous at every tiny
The fly looked as mythical
The day liked the night
It looked very dark
There is no sign for a light
Every thing is awful
The world became horrible
And no kind can be
Why did our hearts suffer?
While every thing became darker
The dark appeared with danger
As terror couldn't be changed
The mind sound can be heard
The evil sound is loud
Who can change the fate
Now the time to be out
Of the world, the day and the time
Who bear those knocks
Led him to a horrible
The old was stopped
She stepped toward him
Saying with kind
"don't be sad"
He looked at her
Saying "be patient man"
He said "I don't want any help
I do not want any advice
Don't show me your face
Go, go and don't return"
The only woman cried
She heard her hearty was divided
She moved so slowly
As she felt she carried the world
Over her weaken back
They went not together
Man on site
The old at the other
After their lover was buried
They went on different sides
She went to her ancient
Beside the entrance of a building
He went also to the ancient
Beside the famous river
He stopped at the edge
Preparing to fell in
His life was not important
He felt as unimportant