the world is bad

I am laughing
That I can be dummy
But I am still laughing
As the world looks badly
And the time passed quickly
I found myself lazy
I am toughing that I am trifling
All are passed to me and run
I look to the time in run
I am searching ,searching
To find myself as I want
To live in a world as I would
To love all things as I could
To let the war be passed
To let the sky be more bright
And the birds sing to God
God, save our selves
the devil must be gone